to start, i must say that these few days are just not going so very well for me.

to my dearest lun, i read your blog. well, i must say that what you'hv blog really triggered some emotions in me. shall discuss about it later.

firstly, i have something to chant and rant about. for the past few days, topical test papers that i'hv received doesn't seem to reflect very well. too many zeros here and there. here goes. i scored 0 for my physics mcq. and WONDERFULLY, my physics teacher actually told the class that "andre actually proved law of probability does not hold; by right, by law of probability, he should have actually scored at least 1.". Guess what, he made that comment when i was absent from school. well, i was cool after i heard the comment but today, he actually told the whole lecture group that there was some people who didn't even got 1 question right for mcq. he didn't quote me though. but the rections of my classmates acutally exposed me. and the same moment, he was keeping his eye contact at me. thus, i wasn't really cool with that now. spoilt my day. he's not doing his role to teach already and now he's giving such a ridiculous comment. old man, wtf? next, i got 0 for my econs last question which totally cost me 6marks. i still managed to pass though. didn't do as well.

entering jjc was like one of the greatest mistakes in my entire life. screwed up principal, screwed up friends. im beginning to wonder how many true friends i can actually make there. i guess none. people are just too self centered there. people there just lead a very much boring life. they're almost a bunch of hypocrites lurking out there hoping that they won't get spotted. kiasu-ism, pretentiousness, selfishness, you name it they possess it. can't they be a little more generous? im not an object for them to exploit. but the people just treat me like one.I WILL NEVER SUCCUMB TO IT. im just out there trying to make my life better. screwed up principal lectured the students and teachers in front of everyone today during morning assembly. he has the rights to do whatever he wants. i don't care. just don't offend me, baldie. "the school spends so much money buliding the PD block for you and i went around begging for money. and you people did not contribute anything". u can tape this right beside ur mouth for all i care.

this paragraph will be dedicated to this guy whom i don't wish to mention your name. so you think u rock the entire game ya? without you every single plan will fall? never. just by playing a game, i can see through you entirely. even someone who didn't know you said you're a loser just by the few minutes you guys face one another.

been sick for the past few days. must be due to the long hours i spent doing the PW written report and my EOM. im still not fully recovered and next week is the common test already. i have to prove my worth but things are just not going smoothly. common test approaching means that my trip is approaching too. muaha! cant wait.

for those who have been there to spur me on, i thank you from the bottom of my heart. especially my buddies and kelly and giam (: